Motivation Problems.

I am having a reeeeally hard time keeping my motivation right now. Entering the time of year where we have a ton of get togethers and parties. And food. Good food. And lots of it.

I feel deflated.

This time it's so important for me to keep up. Get back on the wagon. NOT get down about my slip ups and quit like I have SO many times in the past. On a somewhat positive note, I have not quit up to this point. I got down to an even 40 lbs lost on August 28th. Since then I have gained and lost and gained and lost.

This week worries me. for the first time since I started again in February, I didn't log my weight on my WI day. I was so discouraged. I KNOW why I'm not doing as well.

I simply haven't been 100% OP.

There has been so much temptation. And between me and this blog (and whoever happens upon it) my husband has not been very supportive lately. He started a new job about a month ago and he's falling into his new schedule. I get it. But he has been acting like a teenage boy ~ leaving dirty clothes and dishes everywhere, playing video games, eating junk food, not weighing and measuring things when he cooks.. UGH!

I know it's just one of the many things married couple go through. And I know I don't NEED anyone but myself to keep me accountable. But it helps when he is behind me.

Anyway, enough whining. I have been more OP the past couple days. We'll see where this Friday's WI leaves me and I'll pick up my pieces and go from there.

Wish me luck!